Monday, April 20, 2009

Cocoa-nut dreams

Well what do ya know? I'm back here again. not that i really blogged here to begin with anyway but since cris somehow reminded me i have an account here... i guess i should actually make use of it.

Loads of stuff has been happening - as always. The drama never ends; secretly, i absolutely love it. Maybe not so much the drama but definitely the attention. One of my flaws perhaps. Last Tuesday (4/14) was Vasakhi (Sikh new year) and i went to this party that has amazing food. But that isn't the point. There was this guy (who I've never met before that day) whose eyes seemed to be on me the whole night and i was fully aware of it.
After Vasakhi dinner, me and my sister and a friends went over to SoHo's but just ended up having Coke and trying to talk with the blasting music. Our friend's boyfriend is the DJ there so we didn't have to pay for anything.
So anyway, this guy, H*, came up to me and asked my name. H* is our friend's older brother so it was pretty weird. And get this: he's 27! When i got home that night, my sister told me that earlier that night - during dinner - he had already gone up to her and asked her how old i was. my sister being protective just told him to fuck off. No surprise.
I have to admit though, i was flattered that i actually caught his attention but i wasn't completely surprised when my sister enlightened me. I have this weird sensing about things like that. and like i actually looked him up on facebook and all but like now, idk... i feel kinda weird about it all. like he wanted to meet up last weekend and i said no cause i thought it was too soon and like i didn't wanna do anything stupid with him but like today, it just didn't feel right.
SIGH.
i hate how confusing men and their stupid penises can be. and yet how addicted i tend to get.
Maybe it's a good thing school's reopening tomorrow; gotta start prepping for exams (June).

Boysboysboys.

Toodles...
xoxo